5.09.2006

Ha ha!

www.onyxlunacy.com

thats right, take a click.

Its the home of my new blog.

Everybody do a dance.

And then save the page in your favorites.

you know you love me like that.

4.29.2006

Laying crumpled on the bathroom floor,
wrists and ankles and limbs and breaths.
tell them that you're serious.
stop the lying.
stop the silent screaming.
No Jokes.
Insanity means nothing when you suffer alone.
its all just words,
thrown together and beaten down.
Do they lose their potency after i set them free?

Lets be somebody i'm not.
everything grows again,
unperfect circles and twists in the world.
stone and cold and grain
nothing is what it seems.
do not examine my eyes.
you will not like what you find there.

4.09.2006

Grey Eyes Never Spoken

Grey Eyes Never Spoken
stand on the edge of the cliff and the sea,
Solid and Stuck and Simplistic and Stone
Stone Grey Eyes
no tears,
Abyss.
strange places no one ever feels or sees,
outside the Stone grey eyes
a throat that scratches against the words never spoken,
Fly in the neck,
No Passage.
Silence
Forlorn
one Step and its gone.
One Step And You’re Unfrozen.
The Stone Breaks Away.
FREE from the Stone Grey eyes,
and
A throat that scratches against The Words Never Spoken.

3.29.2006

Broken beer bottles tipped and poured on hardwood,
it looks to me,
you're discarded and laying on the floor.
life's deceptions swirl and twist in the smoke,
that last cigarette will not dull your pain.
the world you once held so high,
has now fallen and broken and shattered
a truth behind the mirror.
your cold wrists betray everything.
You never expected this.

3.18.2006

Drowning

Dive into the crystal waves,
every bead beating ice,
sliding.
We create holes in our own time warps.
Feel the coolness,
we are swimming on the surface of the moon.
everything white,
everything clear,
everything blue.
The silence is astounding.
movement slows to the crawl that thinks.
to bend is to re-form the world and name a new king.
reach out,
grab that handful of nothing with better rewards.
the water is a lake, a stream, a song to cradle you.
and lift you to a better sleep.

3.09.2006

So many lines and dots,
making up a world hidden between the pages of a book.

3.05.2006

Hmm....i haven't posted in awhile. So sorry, i've been pretty busy. I promise i write something soon!

2.28.2006

I think i am going to give it up now; before i embarass myself.